I think it's about a guy who has lost hope, and regrets his choice he made , but still hasn't given up on this life, perty close to given up, a guy who has been alienated from the people that supposedly love him - u don't need to bother. Saying I know u all don't give a shit,so I keep slipping farther,, my flaws r open season,- to criticize me and judge me, a guy who cared a lot but, question if he realy did, a misunderstood person from the saints ove this world